Of the good and of the bad.

[persimmonfrost]

Of the good: I finished NaNo just now.
Of the bad: I'm having Caddy put to sleep, probably tomorrow. 

I spent the night with him, I watched him.  I now know that the doctor was right, that he was trying to tell me right from the start that the chances that this was a tooth issue were kind of slim, but of course I wasn't hearing any of it.  Now I'm certain that Caddy is a much sicker little guy than I ever imagined.  I've done some googling on the problem and none of it sounded good.

I can't torture him and I can't keep him here just to ease my own feelings.  I have to do this, and quickly.  What I want to say is this:  I don't really want to discuss this.  Good wishes are always welcome of course, but please no private messages asking how I'm doing and am I certain.  I'm okay with it and I'm certain.  Please don't ask.  Just wish him a quick and easy passage, will you?  Because I don't want my little guy to hurt anymore.

Comments

[tazlet]

Oh, Honey, I am so sorry that you're having to go through this. Caddy was a special cat from the git go.

[calime]

Just .. my condolences, and *hugs*, and may Caddy have an easy soft-pawed tiptoeing over the rainbow...