Of the good and of the bad.
Nov. 29th, 2009 12:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
persimmonfrostOf the good: I finished NaNo just now.
Of the bad: I'm having Caddy put to sleep, probably tomorrow.
I spent the night with him, I watched him. I now know that the doctor was right, that he was trying to tell me right from the start that the chances that this was a tooth issue were kind of slim, but of course I wasn't hearing any of it. Now I'm certain that Caddy is a much sicker little guy than I ever imagined. I've done some googling on the problem and none of it sounded good.
I can't torture him and I can't keep him here just to ease my own feelings. I have to do this, and quickly. What I want to say is this: I don't really want to discuss this. Good wishes are always welcome of course, but please no private messages asking how I'm doing and am I certain. I'm okay with it and I'm certain. Please don't ask. Just wish him a quick and easy passage, will you? Because I don't want my little guy to hurt anymore.
Of the bad: I'm having Caddy put to sleep, probably tomorrow.
I spent the night with him, I watched him. I now know that the doctor was right, that he was trying to tell me right from the start that the chances that this was a tooth issue were kind of slim, but of course I wasn't hearing any of it. Now I'm certain that Caddy is a much sicker little guy than I ever imagined. I've done some googling on the problem and none of it sounded good.
I can't torture him and I can't keep him here just to ease my own feelings. I have to do this, and quickly. What I want to say is this: I don't really want to discuss this. Good wishes are always welcome of course, but please no private messages asking how I'm doing and am I certain. I'm okay with it and I'm certain. Please don't ask. Just wish him a quick and easy passage, will you? Because I don't want my little guy to hurt anymore.
